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Darkest hours

from Seek knock ask by ~K~

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I want to welcome you to Life Today, I’m James Robison, Betty and I are absolutely thrilled to have Brian Head Welch. He was one of the musicians in the rock group: Korn.


..It seemedlike everything I did besides the music was a failure, you know everytime I tried to do something right; I got married, I tried to put that together, a life at home so I’d go on tour and have something to come back to…but everytime I came back home I was coming off drugs or alcohol, and I was a horrible husband, and I thought I could buy my wife’s happiness, I bought her the house and cars and everything, and she got hooked on drugs before I did, she left me and my daughter and so I became a single dad, rockstar dad on the 4th record and right then my heart instantly left Korn and it was there to my daughter and I was struggling with what I wanted to do, I wasn’t happy anymore, and I couldn’t figure out why life wasn’t good for me while I had my dream come true

There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and evil, all the mayhem I have caused, and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp, and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflected on others, I want no one to escape. But even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to allude me, and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself, no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.

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from Seek knock ask, track released January 10, 2009

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